It seems that I've forgotten about this site >.> Ah well. I highly doubt that anyone actually reads these anyways. Is it worth venting to the world if no one listens? Who knows. Anyways, Not too much has changed since my last post. I greatly enjoyed going to AnimeBoston and I'm looking forward to going again this year. I was able to see some of my good friends there and made a few new ones.
Work has been stressing me out greatly. I'd love to be doing something new, something better. But I can only better myself by going back to school. And I'm sure you know how expensive college is, especially when you have to pay it all on your own. Another issue is I'm not quite sure what to study. I mean, I love nature, and I love writing my novels. Perhaps I could focus on becoming a forest ranger and working on my novels as more of a hobby.
Yeah, I think I'd like that. To be able to live in a nice little house in a beautiful forest, writing my novels and doing my part to better the planet. I think that would be my own living, breathing, heaven.
What would be yours?
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Thursday, April 14, 2011
April 14th, 2011
Dear Diary,
So I've been taking a diet pill called ZANTREX-3. It's supposed to help me lose weight, boost my metabolism, and give me more energy. I take two pills about 15 minutes before each meal I eat. My boyfriend is doing the same thing. He says he lost two pounds already. We'll see how well it works. I feel fine as long as I drink enough water. If I don't then I get the shakes and a horrible headache. My boyfriend took two pills with a cup of coffee the first day and felt like shit the entire day. He did the typical guy thing and didn't read the label that said that you're not supposed to eat or drink foods with a lot of caffeine in them since the pills already have caffeine in it. I don't know what it is about guys not reading instructions. Ah well.
But he and I are going to AnimeBoston with my sister next weekend. I'm super excited. I've been waiting to go to this damn thing since I was 14! If you happen to see a girl wearing a wolf corset costume that's me lol. I had to alter the corset a little bit but I think I did a decent job. I don't have a lot of money so I won't be buying a lot. I still need to get a camera to take a bunch of pictures. I'm not really sure what else to write so I'll end it here. If anyone else is going to AnimeBoston I'll see you there!
So I've been taking a diet pill called ZANTREX-3. It's supposed to help me lose weight, boost my metabolism, and give me more energy. I take two pills about 15 minutes before each meal I eat. My boyfriend is doing the same thing. He says he lost two pounds already. We'll see how well it works. I feel fine as long as I drink enough water. If I don't then I get the shakes and a horrible headache. My boyfriend took two pills with a cup of coffee the first day and felt like shit the entire day. He did the typical guy thing and didn't read the label that said that you're not supposed to eat or drink foods with a lot of caffeine in them since the pills already have caffeine in it. I don't know what it is about guys not reading instructions. Ah well.
But he and I are going to AnimeBoston with my sister next weekend. I'm super excited. I've been waiting to go to this damn thing since I was 14! If you happen to see a girl wearing a wolf corset costume that's me lol. I had to alter the corset a little bit but I think I did a decent job. I don't have a lot of money so I won't be buying a lot. I still need to get a camera to take a bunch of pictures. I'm not really sure what else to write so I'll end it here. If anyone else is going to AnimeBoston I'll see you there!
Monday, April 11, 2011
April 11th, 2011
Dear Diary,
Kiyo here. I guess since it's my first entry I should describe myself huh? I'm 19, graduated high school in '09. I work two jobs and live with my father. My mother lives across the country. She has what you would call a gypsy-like spirit. She doesn't like to stay in one area for a long time. She likes to travel, experience life. A lot of people think that means that she's not a good mother, that she's not there for my older sister and I, but that's not true. My mother and I have a strong bond. She is always there when I need or want to talk to her, and she always gives me advice that help guide me.
I'm hoping to save up enough money to go visit her towards the end of the summer. It's just very hard since I have so much to save up for already. School, car, health insurance (it's illegal not to have health insurance where I live), car insurance, ect. ect. I'm not like other young adults, I don't get the luxury of mommy and daddy buying everything for me. But people keep telling me that helps make me a stronger person.
But that's not why I'm writing here tonight. You see, I have a boyfriend, and we've been having some problems. His job takes up a lot of his time, and he's gone the first two weekends of every month. Well, kind of. He gets to come home late on Saturday nights, then go back to work really early Sunday morning. So this past Saturday he picked me up to go grab some take out for dinner. As I was waiting in the car I was playing around on his phone. He has this really fancy touch screen phone and some really cool games and internet on it. So when I get bored I play with it. I was browsing around on the internet and somehow I manage to get the recent pages screen to pop up. And seeing that nearly shattered me.
It was all links to craiglist. Of looking at advertisements of single women AND men. I literally could not stop shaking. It to everything in me not to cry in front of him. Later on that night I confronted him about it. At first he denied it, but eventually he cracked and admitted it was true. But he swears to God he wasn't trying to get in touch with any of them or meet up with any of them. He said the pictures and their stories turn him on in a way that porn can't. I really don't know what to believe but he seems sincere.
But then today I find out that he unblocked his psycho ex girlfriend on facebook. And I don't say that she's a psycho just to be mean, I mean she hacks into his email and such, pretends to be him, or hacks into my stuff and pretends to be me and starts fights between us. So then why would he unblock her? I asked him what the hell was up and he swears he didn't do it. And he wouldn't budge on what he said this time. I don't know. I keep getting hurt by this guy. I'm not sure how much longer I can handle this....
Kiyo here. I guess since it's my first entry I should describe myself huh? I'm 19, graduated high school in '09. I work two jobs and live with my father. My mother lives across the country. She has what you would call a gypsy-like spirit. She doesn't like to stay in one area for a long time. She likes to travel, experience life. A lot of people think that means that she's not a good mother, that she's not there for my older sister and I, but that's not true. My mother and I have a strong bond. She is always there when I need or want to talk to her, and she always gives me advice that help guide me.
I'm hoping to save up enough money to go visit her towards the end of the summer. It's just very hard since I have so much to save up for already. School, car, health insurance (it's illegal not to have health insurance where I live), car insurance, ect. ect. I'm not like other young adults, I don't get the luxury of mommy and daddy buying everything for me. But people keep telling me that helps make me a stronger person.
But that's not why I'm writing here tonight. You see, I have a boyfriend, and we've been having some problems. His job takes up a lot of his time, and he's gone the first two weekends of every month. Well, kind of. He gets to come home late on Saturday nights, then go back to work really early Sunday morning. So this past Saturday he picked me up to go grab some take out for dinner. As I was waiting in the car I was playing around on his phone. He has this really fancy touch screen phone and some really cool games and internet on it. So when I get bored I play with it. I was browsing around on the internet and somehow I manage to get the recent pages screen to pop up. And seeing that nearly shattered me.
It was all links to craiglist. Of looking at advertisements of single women AND men. I literally could not stop shaking. It to everything in me not to cry in front of him. Later on that night I confronted him about it. At first he denied it, but eventually he cracked and admitted it was true. But he swears to God he wasn't trying to get in touch with any of them or meet up with any of them. He said the pictures and their stories turn him on in a way that porn can't. I really don't know what to believe but he seems sincere.
But then today I find out that he unblocked his psycho ex girlfriend on facebook. And I don't say that she's a psycho just to be mean, I mean she hacks into his email and such, pretends to be him, or hacks into my stuff and pretends to be me and starts fights between us. So then why would he unblock her? I asked him what the hell was up and he swears he didn't do it. And he wouldn't budge on what he said this time. I don't know. I keep getting hurt by this guy. I'm not sure how much longer I can handle this....
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